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I'm Still Here

from Birdsong by The Quiet-Loud Machine

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This is another set of lyrics that came to me in the middle of the night. I just woke up crying so I wrote my thoughts down, as I often do, and fell back to sleep. Just before bed, I'd been thinking about the plethora of creatures we typically don't notice. And also: how many more sounds I could hear in my yard this spring and summer when we decided to leave an area set aside for tall grasses and also to mow less overall. I hadn't been noticing the creatures trying to occupy these spaces and I felt happy and sad at the same time: for finally noticing them and also for never noticing them...

I want to stop rushing through life and pay more attention to the art in everything. I want my kids to know: hear, see, feel, SENSE...more of the species in their own backyards and to care about their parts in the greater web of life.... I want other little girls growing up with quieter landscapes to know that I see them caring about their ecosystems and paying attention and that that isn't weird or abnormal to be sensitive to species loss....in fact, it may be MORE normal/natural than all of us so-conditioned not to care.... Love, Leah

lyrics

I am still here. Can you see me? Can you feel me? Can you hear-ear-ear me?
I am still here. Can you see me? Can you feel me? Can you hear-ear-ear me?

Sitting in the tall grass….Just beyond the glare….Can you hear me?
Over the roar of engines….in and out one ear…. Can you fe-eel me?

Under the old fur coat That wasn’t good enough? before you wrapped yourselves in
…synthetic plastic….Just outside the beltway…you used to cut me off?

I am still here. Can you see me? Can you feel me? Can you hear-ear-ear me?
And it’s never. Been. So clear. That I need you, to speak up for me, to hold these songs dear…

Instrumental Interlude – ooh – aww…

Sedges have edges, Rushes are round, Grasses are Hollow, All the way to the ground.
Creatures have needs and when they are not met,
Oh ya get what ya get what ya get what ya get….

I am still here. Can you see me? Can you feel me? Can you hear-ear-ear me?
Singing my song, clinging to my stem – the only home I’ve ever known…

Or am I like those ghost words – hollow bone and stem.
Were you too wrapped-up in your two-legged drama – to ever let me in???
That I never. Had. A chance....That you forgot. To stop. And. Cry….

That you forgot. To shut your noise off? And look me in the eye? And look me in the eye-eye???

Cuz: I am still here…Can you see me? Can you hear me? Can you fee---eeel me?
And it’s not too late. To reach out to me, to listen for me, to celebrate:
All life. All love. All life. Every part of this beautiful web.
Repeat last line.

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from Birdsong, released October 1, 2023
Vocals, piano, lyrics - Leah
Production - Tea so Cold

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The Quiet-Loud Machine Easthampton, Massachusetts

Bridging the rural-urban divide, the Quiet-Loud Machine blends sounds of the city with sounds of the countryside.

Like her collaborator, the beat-smith, Tea So Cold, Leah Nichole loves working on concept albums and experimenting with a variety of styles and genres. So far these include alt-country, indie-folk-pop, the sounds of nature, and classical piano.
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